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by Jules_rules
April 20th, 2014, 8:40 am
Forum: Discuss the podcasts.
Topic: Scar Tissue - Paul's blog post
Replies: 0
Views: 6202

Scar Tissue - Paul's blog post

Not sure if there is a more appropriate place to post this since it's not technically an episode, but anyway... I awoke in the wee hours of Saturday morning to find a new blog post from Paul so I gave it a read while I waited for my antihistamine to help me back to sleep. It brought some stuff from ...
by Jules_rules
July 23rd, 2013, 10:22 pm
Forum: Depression - Unipolar (non BiPolar)
Topic: the "luxury" of being depressed
Replies: 4
Views: 2672

the "luxury" of being depressed

Just want to vent a bit. Nothing devastating here. My downstairs neighbor and I frequently sit out on our shared porch and chat and most of the time, it's quite enjoyable. She knows that I've been dealing with a period of major depression and have been out of work on leave for several months. Our bu...
by Jules_rules
July 23rd, 2013, 9:12 pm
Forum: Depression - Unipolar (non BiPolar)
Topic: What's the point?
Replies: 5
Views: 2243

Re: What's the point?

Hey rosedahlia31, Just wanted to check in. I can really relate to your feelings. I myself have been working my way out of severe depression, as well as serious debt. I sincerely believe that getting better is within your reach. It won't be easy by any means, but it can be done. There were some excel...
by Jules_rules
July 3rd, 2013, 8:27 am
Forum: I Just Really Need a Hug
Topic: Wave of sad came out of nowhere
Replies: 3
Views: 2087

Wave of sad came out of nowhere

I don't know where it came from but this huge wave of sadness and a crying jag just came out of the blue, while I was walking home from an errand. I'm not a hugger generally, though people in my life know that when I hug, it's very genuine. What I crave more than anything,what I envision, is sitting...
by Jules_rules
July 2nd, 2013, 7:28 pm
Forum: How Do You Feel Right Now
Topic: Fighting loneliness
Replies: 1
Views: 1502

Fighting loneliness

I brought my laptop out on my front porch just to not be alone inside. Not interacting with anyone, but feel less alone somehow. I live on a very friendly block in what's becoming an increasingly snobby neighborhood. In the hour since I started this message, two different neighbors came out to chat ...
by Jules_rules
June 9th, 2013, 6:09 pm
Forum: Sexuality
Topic: Dating, trust, self-esteem, etc.
Replies: 5
Views: 2613

Re: Dating, trust, self-esteem, etc.

I forgot about my original post and to offer an update (not that I'm assuming anyone really wanted one). The guy did ultimately turn out to be a creeper, but not before we had a public meeting. He cut the meeting short due to having a paper to finish writing, which I found to be a plus, as he is wor...
by Jules_rules
May 6th, 2013, 1:06 pm
Forum: Sexuality
Topic: Dating, trust, self-esteem, etc.
Replies: 5
Views: 2613

Re: Dating, trust, self-esteem, etc.

First of all, thanks so much for the response. I really needed to hear something that wasn't just so much sunshine up my skirt. Unfortunately, a lot of people in my life are trying a little too hard to be nice to me and encourage me but I don't feel like they give me honest feedback, so I appreciate...
by Jules_rules
May 6th, 2013, 9:32 am
Forum: Sexuality
Topic: Dating, trust, self-esteem, etc.
Replies: 5
Views: 2613

Dating, trust, self-esteem, etc.

So, I've been going through a severe depressive episode for over 6 months now. I just completed Intensive Outpatient Therapy and my meds are helping. But I'm still fairly fragile and I've been on leave from work since late January. I still have a lot of work to do. But lately, with all the work I've...
by Jules_rules
January 22nd, 2013, 1:04 pm
Forum: How Do You Feel Right Now
Topic: 30 minutes to put on shoes and socks
Replies: 1
Views: 909

30 minutes to put on shoes and socks

I'm two weeks into a new med due to escalation of my depression over the last few months. I feel many times worse than before I started it. My doctor assures me I'll feel better once I get into the highest dosage but I am non-functioning right now. Can't sleep without meds, can't stop shaking, cryin...
by Jules_rules
January 22nd, 2013, 12:40 pm
Forum: Non-OCD UnWanted Thoughts/Desires
Topic: Walking away with no plans
Replies: 12
Views: 4995

Re: Walking away with no plans

That thought has been really present with me lately. I don't have kids, nor do I have much extended family. In the fantasy, I would take my cats, I would let my mom know I was okay but beyond that would just disappear into a new life. But of course I know I just take my problems with me and the new ...

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