YOU ARE NOT ALONE - A companion online community discussion board for The Mental Illness Happy Hour podcast with Paul Gilmartin

So just a "by the way" follow up reply...was trying to look for a source to get meds online and was reading reviews on sites and thought I found a cheaper source for my monthly meds but stumbled upon a review http://phrmreviews.com/r/pharm4all-reviews-scam-company-rip-customers/ that saved...

yes, i am anxious about it all the time, especially since i'm on chronic meds and worry about keeping my job (which doesn't pay very much). meds are very expensive, but i think they are actually helping me so I need them, but at the same time, i have very little left over for other essential things....

I'm on antidepressants but it was more for anxiety/depression than anything

I can't stand work either...I work in the service industry and actually care about taking care of other people and making them feel good but sometimes it feels like literally everything around crushes that out of you - coworkers, customers, pay cuts, your boss....endless

Congrats! Really happy to hear that. I've struggled with addiction myself and its no easy thing to overcome.

Keep up the hard work! Sometimes we are the hardest on ourselves and forgiveness is not an easy thing to do. Hope the healing process continues and that you can someday find inner peace

Desolation. It feels a little strange because I don't feel anything and things don't really have meaning. I feel completely alone during these periods and notice the futility in everything. There's a stillness to it that is both soothing and a little unnerving at the same time. I don't know what to ...

I don't know the answer really. I'm kind of in a similar situation, and it was a pretty desolate feeling at first but I think I'm ok with keeping it to myself now after a year or so. I kinda learned to live with it I think.

zoloft, seroquel. but I need to get more consistent on taking them

Can't say I enjoy them, but I do go through phases where I get to a place where I don't feel a thing - or at least at this point in my life, I've learned to shut things away so well that I feel like I don't feel anything. But these times feel very strange and quiet and sometimes it does feel good to...