Excruciating

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Beany Boo
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Excruciating

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Okay, so I'm just gonna leave this message here and see how long I can leave it there before I 'have to' delete it. I figure if I expose myself to social interaction I've initiated myself I'll gradually get better at it. I'm already thinking about deleting, I haven't even submitted it! I wanna keep writing so I don't have to decide. If I have to delete it I can always write another one, and another. Shit, shit, shit and sorry.
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Hi Beany,
I go through those feelings all the time of thinking about deleting the whole time I'm writing a post and then start beating myself up as soon as I hit submit.
I don't like people much and they don't much like me. -A Beautiful Mind
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Beany Boo! Hang in there. You're doing great.
Work is love made visible. -Kahlil Gibran
A person with a "why" can endure any "how". -Viktor Frankl
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Brownblob, Oak thank you.
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‘Out of nowhere the mind comes forth.’ - Zen koan

‘Let go or be dragged.’ - Zen proverb

‘Knowing how to yield is strength.’ - Laozi
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You have a right to exist -

I always see how much light and goodness others see and see how much they could do and be -

I never give myself the same latitude -

You are heard and seen

Welcome - do not delete yourself
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