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by cyanidebreathmint
January 16th, 2012, 5:13 pm
Forum: How Do You Feel Right Now
Topic: All Over The Place
Replies: 2
Views: 867

Re: All Over The Place

Yesterday, I was about to head out to the gym, couldn't find my keys and almost had a nervous breakdown trying to find them. (Voice in my head: are you really going to skip the gym today because you misplaced your fucking keys last night? if you skip the gym today, you will be a fat loser and this ...
by cyanidebreathmint
January 13th, 2012, 5:40 pm
Forum: Do other people feel like you do?
Topic: Documentaries & Other Media
Replies: 36
Views: 12519

Re: Documentaries & Other Media

Yes! That's exactly it. And you said it better than I probably ever could have. Recently, I've gotten some clarity on why I have this problem. In one of my chem labs back in the day, the intstructor told us that we should never add heat to a closed system (think: microwaving something in a containe...
by cyanidebreathmint
January 11th, 2012, 8:44 pm
Forum: Help, I don't know where to begin to get well!
Topic: options for people who are dead broke
Replies: 8
Views: 5416

Re: options for people who are dead broke

I would maybe call a university if there is one nearby and see if they have any free services going on or can give you a reference, some large employers offer anonymous services for free, you could try looking for a local support group, or online support groups... I will try and think of more option...
by cyanidebreathmint
January 11th, 2012, 8:02 pm
Forum: Do other people feel like you do?
Topic: Documentaries & Other Media
Replies: 36
Views: 12519

Re: Documentaries & Other Media

I also could have listed something like Tourette's. I'll take that to mean I'm not alone in the literal, out-loud, compulsive talking to myself. I've only ever done this when the suicidal thought loop gets so intense that I guess my brain creates a release valve. A release valve that would probably...
by cyanidebreathmint
January 10th, 2012, 8:07 pm
Forum: Do other people feel like you do?
Topic: Documentaries & Other Media
Replies: 36
Views: 12519

Re: Documentaries & Other Media

The Secret Life of the Manic Depressive, with Stephen Fry (everybody loves Stephen Fry, he's so damn adorable as a person) http://youtu.be/gXkmb5s8Igc http://youtu.be/_v9ois4_Z8g http://youtu.be/5zSsKiUUACA http://youtu.be/7ekDFfDSKWQ http://youtu.be/q5TqGycQXJ8 http://youtu.be/MHaOhoz9c2M http://yo...
by cyanidebreathmint
January 10th, 2012, 7:55 pm
Forum: Do other people feel like you do?
Topic: Documentaries & Other Media
Replies: 36
Views: 12519

Re: Documentaries & Other Media

lol there's one way to look at it
by cyanidebreathmint
January 8th, 2012, 8:52 pm
Forum: How Do You Feel Right Now
Topic: Life is like that two week long Chinese traffic jam...
Replies: 52
Views: 10130

Re: Life is like that two week long Chinese traffic jam...

It's weird, because to me it seemed very matter of fact and was probably the least emotional part of the talk. It didn't feel courageous at all. This will be a strange experience. On a different note, it's already loads better than Kaiser. Kaiser really sucks. I encourage people who are trapped in t...
by cyanidebreathmint
January 8th, 2012, 8:45 pm
Forum: Do other people feel like you do?
Topic: Documentaries & Other Media
Replies: 36
Views: 12519

Re: Documentaries & Other Media

Yeah, he was. He grew up believing himself to be jewish until well into adulthood, so I doubt he is antisemitic. I dunno, I don't think he's hateful. He's eccentric. He seems sort of drawn to miserable, horrible things, so maybe he can "understand" Hitler on that level. I made a list, but ...
by cyanidebreathmint
January 7th, 2012, 9:15 pm
Forum: Introduce Yourself Here
Topic: Not that horrible, just a nerdy reference
Replies: 10
Views: 2940

Re: Not that horrible, just a nerdy reference

Thanks for writing it. I don't think you're an asshole. You're really no more an asshole than all of the millions of people who drink and drive, it just ended up biting you and someone else. It's fucked up whether a person gets hurt or not. (I've done it.) You could do phone therapy or even web-base...

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