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by Pepper
May 22nd, 2013, 8:04 am
Forum: Depression - BiPolar
Topic: Calm before the storm
Replies: 5
Views: 2895

Calm before the storm

I can feel it building up in me... There have been some big changes in my life lately and I can feel that I'm going to have an episode soon. Don't really know how to stop it. It might already have started. The thing is, I don't really care. I could use some excitement.
by Pepper
April 24th, 2013, 7:58 pm
Forum: Seminal Moments
Topic: My seminal moments.
Replies: 1
Views: 1687

My seminal moments.

I was molested by my uncle at a very young age First suicide attempt age 13 Got my first job in a factory at 16. Was spanked on the ass by a foreign man and his friends stood and laughed. Also whilst working there, a much older man tried to force himself on me in a storage closet. I started sleepin...
by Pepper
April 13th, 2013, 8:57 am
Forum: PTSD
Topic: DID
Replies: 12
Views: 5701

Re: DID

I got diagnosed with DID too in treatment for PTSD, because I would just talk about when I was raped like it didn't mean anything to me. Now the floodgates are open and it's pretty much all I can think about... But apparently this is good because it will help me deal with it in the long run, and get...
by Pepper
April 13th, 2013, 8:48 am
Forum: How Do You Feel Right Now
Topic: Bipolar, and I feel awful. A little venting
Replies: 2
Views: 1553

Bipolar, and I feel awful. A little venting

One minute I'm getting ready to leave the flat to go for a walk with my boyfriend, next thing I know I'm screaming at him over the stupidest comment he made... I broke down in tears and just couldn't stop. :cry: :( Over the last two months I've come off effexor gradually, still on 25mg/day. Also on ...
by Pepper
April 11th, 2013, 2:21 pm
Forum: I Just Really Need a Hug
Topic: My broken, codependent heart
Replies: 3
Views: 2601

Re: My broken, codependent heart

*hug*

Yeah, I'd suggest reaching out to someone you trust. They'll probably be glad to have you back as a friend, and you deserve support. Hope all gets better xx
by Pepper
April 11th, 2013, 2:13 pm
Forum: Fear Off
Topic: List of My Fears
Replies: 3
Views: 1742

Re: List of My Fears

I fear that even my list of my most harrowing fears are not good enough to be featured on the podcast Don't worry, I don't think Paul goes through and chooses the 'best' ones, I feel like he just chooses them at random! I can totally relate to so many of these. Oh my God talking on the phone in pub...
by Pepper
April 11th, 2013, 2:09 pm
Forum: Fear Off
Topic: Eeek
Replies: 1
Views: 1435

Eeek

I'm afraid of my teeth falling out. I'm afraid I'll never get a job. I'm afraid of germs. I'm afraid of leaving therapy. I'm afraid my therapist will think I'm exaggerating. I'm afraid of not expressing myself clearly enough in therapy. I'm afraid of getting into more debt in a state of mania. I'm a...
by Pepper
April 11th, 2013, 1:45 pm
Forum: Depression - BiPolar
Topic: Meds
Replies: 35
Views: 13275

Re: Meds

Just wanted to post here, lamotrigine completely changed my life :) I still feel my emotions, but things just don't get out of hand like they did before. Currently on 400mg/day, and 25mg quetiapine to help me sleep. Pretty sure it's the perfect combination for me :)
by Pepper
April 9th, 2013, 1:20 pm
Forum: Express Your Creativity
Topic: Jeweller, silversmith, artist... :)
Replies: 0
Views: 6090

Jeweller, silversmith, artist... :)

Hey everyone, I'm graduating from art school soon and I'm just trying to raise some money to help with the costs. I've got some silver earrings and rings that you can get if you donate some money, also some screenprints and things I'm doing as thanks. http://www.kickstarter.com/projects/sfinnigan/sa...
by Pepper
November 17th, 2012, 12:45 pm
Forum: Introduce Yourself Here
Topic: Hi there
Replies: 3
Views: 824

Re: Hi there

Hi Leif, nice to meet you.
Hope you are doing well :)
Xxx

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