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- March 11th, 2014, 11:21 pm
- Forum: PTSD
- Topic: the fear is back again
- Replies: 2
- Views: 2325
the fear is back again
I was kidnapped in my early twenties and blah blah blah,, I'm sure you can imagine the rest. I've been in therapy and gotten past the whole re-living that story, but now, I just can't seem to get past the fear. I'm always looking over my shoulder and always imagining insane scenarios where I will ei...
- November 16th, 2013, 4:00 pm
- Forum: Parenting
- Topic: this may seem trivial but I need advice..
- Replies: 5
- Views: 2820
this may seem trivial but I need advice..
I cant seem to filter my language around my son. I swear constantly around him and it makes me feel like a terrible example. I hung around the house with my dad a lot when I was little and watched him fix stuff and unfortunately with that came a nonstop barrage of cursing due to not having the right...
- October 22nd, 2013, 11:50 am
- Forum: Non-OCD UnWanted Thoughts/Desires
- Topic: I feel like EVERYONE is a sexual predator
- Replies: 0
- Views: 6663
I feel like EVERYONE is a sexual predator
In my 20s I was kidnapped and sexually assaulted for about 3 days until I escaped and reported him. It has been a long decade or so of recovery and im doing pretty intense therapy and other things as well. I have constant unwanted thoughts about sexual assault and pedophelia, not in a sexual way but...
- September 12th, 2013, 11:50 pm
- Forum: Introduce Yourself Here
- Topic: Hello From Houston
- Replies: 1
- Views: 637
Re: Hello From Houston
Have you tried support groups instead of 12 step? sometimes its nice just to connect with people who know what you're going through.
- September 12th, 2013, 11:43 pm
- Forum: Introduce Yourself Here
- Topic: Kinda new here, haven't fully introduced myself
- Replies: 2
- Views: 877
Re: Kinda new here, haven't fully introduced myself
I'm in my thirties and suffer from much of the same. I think that we are groomed to think that we have to make a career out of the things we love but sometimes, when we try to make a career out of the things we love, we end up hating them at times. Sometimes its just enough to have a job..a means to...
- August 23rd, 2013, 11:42 pm
- Forum: Narcissistic Personality Disorder or Narcissism
- Topic: welcome to the shitshow...bipolar manic rant
- Replies: 3
- Views: 3120
welcome to the shitshow...bipolar manic rant
When you have mental illness, you exist only inside your own head..constantly trying to figure out what it all means. Analyzing every thought and feeling to the fucking bare bones. There is this constant dialogue in my head and quite often its all just swirling around in there like a fucking tornado...
- July 16th, 2013, 11:03 pm
- Forum: Parenting
- Topic: constant fear
- Replies: 4
- Views: 2700
Re: constant fear
Thanks, I'm starting to realize that I just need to make sure im open and honest with my kids from the start and make sure they grow up with a high self esteem and a safe environment where they know they are loved and protected no matter what. I need to learn not to pass my baggage and fear onto the...
- July 16th, 2013, 10:55 pm
- Forum: Trauma/Abuse/Violation
- Topic: How do I have a sex life now with someone I love?
- Replies: 4
- Views: 2478
How do I have a sex life now with someone I love?
In my early twenties, i was kidnapped and sexually abused for about three days.. humiliated, and what I consider tortured to an extent. I admittedly accepted a ride from someone I shouldn't, a stranger, because I was super pissed at my best friend for snaking a guy out from under me.. A guy she had ...
- July 9th, 2013, 8:53 pm
- Forum: PTSD
- Topic: PTSD and EMDR (and other weird coping methods!)
- Replies: 4
- Views: 3071
Re: PTSD and EMDR (and other weird coping methods!)
What is EMDR? I TOTALLY understand living in constant fear. You're not alone there. I'm trying really hard to get some control over it and not getting a ton of results with meds. I use the fisher wallace stimulator and it has helped with my depression for sure but not the fear. I would love to hear ...
- June 28th, 2013, 10:24 pm
- Forum: Parenting
- Topic: The Ventilation Station: vent your mommy woes here
- Replies: 12
- Views: 5755
Re: The Ventilation Station: vent your mommy woes here
I love the idea of tickling instead of losing your shit.. I have a bad temper and a past from which I need to escape from partly.. I need to find ways of controlling my temper and crying so my boy doesn't learn the wrong way to deal with life. I had an epiphany when my son saw me "picking"...