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by Wren
September 13th, 2014, 5:38 am
Forum: Depression - BiPolar
Topic: Oh right...sobriety makes me manic.
Replies: 3
Views: 2450

Re: Oh right...sobriety makes me manic.

Thanks Moe. Well. It's over. S'long hypo-mania. Thanks for the good times. It's not fair. I've always HATED roller coasters. I woke up this morning just crying and crying. I have good reasons to cry but sometimes it feels like my body just sprung a leak and there it all goes. All the wonderful energ...
by Wren
September 12th, 2014, 9:14 am
Forum: Depression - BiPolar
Topic: Oh right...sobriety makes me manic.
Replies: 3
Views: 2450

Oh right...sobriety makes me manic.

I've been trying to cut back on my drinking lately but what I feared would happen is happening...I'm getting manic. Which is fine in a way because of all the shit I'm getting done but the irritability and tension headaches are coming back. My panic symptoms had abated a little but have been creeping...
by Wren
August 18th, 2014, 3:37 pm
Forum: Express Your Creativity
Topic: Mindfulness Moment (poem)
Replies: 2
Views: 1330

Re: Mindfulness Moment (poem)

Thank you! I had forgotten I posted that but it was nice to revisit it and see someone else enjoyed it. I've been having trouble staying grounded and mindful lately, just made a big life change and move...but hopefully I will find my place again.
by Wren
August 18th, 2014, 3:35 pm
Forum: I Just Really Need a Hug
Topic: This Can of Worms is Disgusting
Replies: 3
Views: 2258

Re: This Can of Worms is Disgusting

Hey thanks y'all. I needed another hug to day and I remembered I had already asked for one before. So here I came and received just what I needed.
It helps, even if it is virtual. :)
by Wren
August 13th, 2014, 10:56 am
Forum: I Just Really Need a Hug
Topic: This Can of Worms is Disgusting
Replies: 3
Views: 2258

This Can of Worms is Disgusting

I'm so mentally exhausted just from going grocery shopping today. We have company coming over in an hour and all I want to do is crawl into bed. I've begun opening up about my sexual abuse and it's fucking exhausting. I just want someone to be strong for me. I just want to collapse and be held and p...
by Wren
August 3rd, 2014, 12:58 pm
Forum: Anxiety
Topic: physical hell from the brain down
Replies: 8
Views: 3931

Re: physical hell from the brain down

Sadly my panic symptoms have been emerging again. I've not been taking my supplements though and I haven't been to therapy in a while. I have an intake appointment at a rape crisis center on Wednesday though and will begin working on all that fun shit. I'm hoping once all that's resolved the symptom...
by Wren
August 3rd, 2014, 12:53 pm
Forum: I'm Experiencing an Overwhelming Life Transition
Topic: Buying a House - Losing my Friends
Replies: 6
Views: 3010

Re: Buying a House - Losing my Friends

Thanks for the response Mareda. The day before we were supposed to close on our house kitty ran away, then our house closing was rainchecked, then kitty came home, and our house closing was scheduled to its original time. In 48 hours everything fell apart and then fell back together again like nothi...
by Wren
July 12th, 2014, 9:03 am
Forum: PTSD
Topic: Today's Trigger
Replies: 1
Views: 2059

Today's Trigger

I'm not entirely sure which flavor of PTSD I have whether just run-of-mill classic PTSD from my sexual abuse, home invasion, and mugging/near-kidnapping or C-PTSD from my less-than-ideal upbringing. Whatever it is it fucking sucks. I just wish I could feel safe in my home. I'm about to move to a new...
by Wren
July 2nd, 2014, 10:59 am
Forum: I'm Experiencing an Overwhelming Life Transition
Topic: If life begins at 40, then it ends at 39...
Replies: 27
Views: 8636

Re: If life begins at 40, then it ends at 39...

Hey Moonlight,

Read your whole story and wow! That's a lot. Great job on not cutting. I feel like I'm always telling someone on here how I relate but...I relate! And man is that tough stuff to battle. Keep up the good work and keep moving forward! I'm rooting for ya!

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