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by angerKa
May 18th, 2019, 5:20 pm
Forum: Express Yourself
Topic: Vicious cycle
Replies: 1
Views: 1134

Vicious cycle

Wake up

Hold my breath that nothing will provoke my depression

Something triggers

Get angry

Trying to numb those emotions out with anything possible (most of the time food)

Get sad about numbing out

Fall asleep

Wake up

Hold my breath....
by angerKa
April 29th, 2016, 2:20 am
Forum: Are you addicted?
Topic: I think I need help
Replies: 4
Views: 1922

Re: I think I need help

I just need to figure out what type of rehab I need: inpatient or outpatient; day program, or something else?
I'm not new to this, I tried rehab before. Obviously, i never completed one :(
I'm in California.
by angerKa
April 28th, 2016, 11:33 pm
Forum: Are you addicted?
Topic: I think I need help
Replies: 4
Views: 1922

I think I need help

I am in full blown relapse. On top of my depression I started taking any drugs I can score.
I am about to start loosing people and good things in my life.
I promised to my husband that I will get help.
Now, how does one search and find a good rehab?
Please help, I'm scared!
by angerKa
January 6th, 2016, 11:59 am
Forum: Listener Events
Topic: Skype chat for mentalpod fans
Replies: 2
Views: 3172

Skype chat for mentalpod fans

Hi all,
I created Skype chat for all Mental Pod fans. Feel free to join https://join.skype.com/rRL5RNT2ry0m
by angerKa
January 6th, 2016, 11:53 am
Forum: Listener Events
Topic: Facebook Chat Groups
Replies: 10
Views: 6358

Re: Facebook Chat Groups

Feel free to add me on FB if you want to create/or to be added into a group https://www.facebook.com/katya.scott.5
by angerKa
January 6th, 2016, 11:45 am
Forum: Introduce Yourself Here
Topic: i just wanna die
Replies: 4
Views: 1930

i just wanna die

Last few hours in my head is spinning obsession phrase "i just wanna die". I know that if in the house were some "good" pills - I would have them all gone! I just want to turn off the tedious inner monologue. I'm tired of myself. I want to use heroin, because it’s turning all off...
by angerKa
November 20th, 2014, 3:01 pm
Forum: Listener Events
Topic: Facebook Chat Groups
Replies: 10
Views: 6358

Re: Facebook Chat Groups

I want to be added!
by angerKa
November 20th, 2014, 3:00 pm
Forum: Are you addicted?
Topic: Effexor and weed
Replies: 2
Views: 1501

Effexor and weed

I'm trying to quit smoking weed. Taking Effexor is making me to hyper and almost a manic. So, I think it happens because of the combination of weed and Effexor? Or does it happens because Effexor is taking over, and my brain is trying to slow down with weed?
Anyone had an experience with both?
by angerKa
October 10th, 2014, 8:35 am
Forum: Are you addicted?
Topic: in recovery, but not in a program
Replies: 9
Views: 3095

in recovery, but not in a program

I wonder if there is more people like me, who's having problems with NA/AA? I consider myself in recovery, but I don't like going to meetings and I have a hard time with NA/AA people who's constantly using slogans. I tried NA in 2 different countries. I've seeing people coming to meetings to score d...
by angerKa
October 9th, 2014, 7:40 pm
Forum: Introduce Yourself Here
Topic: I fell like home here!
Replies: 3
Views: 861

I fell like home here!

My story is full of battles, and I'm still in the middle of it. I'm in therapy weekly, and I take my medication, and I'm listening to the podcast daily (thank God I still have about 130 episodes to go through). I was molested by a neighbor when I was 5. My father was an alcoholic and my mom was busy...

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