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by Eljefetacoma
May 17th, 2017, 8:09 am
Forum: Trauma/Abuse/Violation
Topic: Hinged on a maybe - repressed memories of CSA...or not
Replies: 14
Views: 5099

Re: Hinged on a maybe - repressed memories of CSA...or not

Hi there. I'll tell you that it doesn't ever feel like you have enough information. Even though I'm pretty sure I know the extent of the acts i still wonder. Ny gf is finally talking about something her dad did and she's terrified that more will surface. It either will or it wont, but the most impor...
by Eljefetacoma
July 8th, 2016, 9:52 am
Forum: Depression - BiPolar
Topic: Relationship Under Fire
Replies: 11
Views: 5841

Re: Relationship Under Fire

thanks lmoya, I appreciate your response. I'm still dealing with this issue. Sucks real bad.
by Eljefetacoma
July 8th, 2016, 9:49 am
Forum: PTSD
Topic: I get disgusted with sex and I have no idea why
Replies: 4
Views: 2198

Re: I get disgusted with sex and I have no idea why

God this is such a drag. I'm seriously considering breaking up with my amazing girlfriend even though our relationship is great because of this. I can't imagine disappointing her day after day for the rest of her life.
by Eljefetacoma
June 22nd, 2016, 6:32 pm
Forum: Depression - BiPolar
Topic: Relationship Under Fire
Replies: 11
Views: 5841

Re: Relationship Under Fire

Hi Scott, yes I was definitely abused (mostly covert sexual abuse by older brother). Ive been in therapy a long time, including EMDR, but still haven't cracked the code. I fear it will be this way forever. I had read somewhere that bipolar disorder can be linked to periods of low libido but I've fou...
by Eljefetacoma
June 18th, 2016, 8:08 am
Forum: Depression - BiPolar
Topic: Relationship Under Fire
Replies: 11
Views: 5841

Re: Relationship Under Fire

I'm in a pickle. Got a good medication, in recovery for codependency, feeling healthier than ever, and yet my weird sexual problem won't go away. For like three weeks a month I don't want to be touched sexually and feel grossed out by it. Not very good for an LTR.
by Eljefetacoma
June 18th, 2016, 8:02 am
Forum: Depression - BiPolar
Topic: Bipolar I, Bipolar II and Mood disorder NOS??
Replies: 10
Views: 4759

Re: Bipolar I, Bipolar II and Mood disorder NOS??

I've only been diagnosed with bipolar 2 since october 2013. Since then I've had a decent journey with Lamictal, but my sexual issues are still a drag. I have complex ptsd so i figure that has a lot to do with it, but if I am only cycling from mild depression to severe depression maybe that would exp...
by Eljefetacoma
May 7th, 2016, 8:01 am
Forum: Ask a Mental Health Professional
Topic: My sex drive goes in and out with no explanation
Replies: 0
Views: 6333

My sex drive goes in and out with no explanation

For twenty years I've suffered a near constant dropoff of sexual drive with no discernible explanation. I've tried everything. Its not a physical thing as far as I know, but nothing has helped at all. It's killing me. 20 years I've suffered being unable to be a consistent lover to those I love. Can ...
by Eljefetacoma
May 7th, 2016, 7:58 am
Forum: PTSD
Topic: I get disgusted with sex and I have no idea why
Replies: 4
Views: 2198

I get disgusted with sex and I have no idea why

I'm at a loss. I'm very sexual for a week or so and then I get disgusted by it for an indefinite period of time. It's killed so many relationships and I still haven't any insight 20 years into my sex life. Dating is so hard and I always fear I'll lose a woman due to this. My current gf is supportive...
by Eljefetacoma
May 7th, 2016, 7:52 am
Forum: PTSD
Topic: Dissociation following sex
Replies: 4
Views: 2296

Re: Dissociation following sex

I'm having a huge problem with my sex life, and I have since the beginning. I'll be all horny and active for a week or so, and the ln hopelessly disgusted by sexual touching for god knows how long. I've had treatment for all my issues to no avail. I'm not gay, I'm not asexual, I have a girlfriend an...
by Eljefetacoma
May 7th, 2016, 7:46 am
Forum: Non Disordered Struggles
Topic: I have long bouts of disgust with sex, and I'm a sex addict!
Replies: 1
Views: 2617

I have long bouts of disgust with sex, and I'm a sex addict!

Ever since my first attempts at sex, I've had sudden inexplicable bouts of no sexual desire, including a feeling of revulsion with sexual activity. The rest of the time I'm super horny and want it all the time! I've done CBT, EMDR for PTSD, treated my bipolar 2 disorder with medication, chiropractic...

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