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by honeylocust
July 18th, 2017, 7:11 pm
Forum: Family Troubles
Topic: Different perspectives on an abusive parental figure
Replies: 3
Views: 2187

Re: Different perspectives on an abusive parental figure

:D

Thanks, y'all. I actually feel like I have this under control emotionally, for once. The only part I honestly miss is seeing my mom, but if she doesn't want to talk about it, she doesn't want to talk about it.
by honeylocust
July 2nd, 2017, 10:15 am
Forum: Family Troubles
Topic: Different perspectives on an abusive parental figure
Replies: 3
Views: 2187

Different perspectives on an abusive parental figure

I'm in an odd place with my family and I'm wondering if any of y'all have experienced anything similar. tl;dr - different members of my family, especially my brothers, have different relationships and different levels of forgiveness for my abusive stepfather. I don't feel a need to forgive or accept...
by honeylocust
May 15th, 2017, 6:47 pm
Forum: Podcast Episodes/Surveys
Topic: Episode 330: Co-Dependency & Boundaries Dr Natalie Feinblatt
Replies: 6
Views: 2917

Re: Episode 330: Co-Dependency & Boundaries Dr Natalie Feinb

There are so many different issues and disorders that match up to common life problems - is it depression? Is it PTSD? Is it ADHD? Why can't I focus? Why do I have no self-confidence? But honestly that CoDA list of signs of codependency feels like someone wrote my biography. I wish this episode felt...
by honeylocust
May 9th, 2017, 7:20 pm
Forum: Depression - Unipolar (non BiPolar)
Topic: Anybody else feel directionless?
Replies: 10
Views: 4686

Re: Anybody else feel directionless?

I feel directionless sometimes when I feel like giving up. If what I really want is impossible, then what do I do with myself? Sometimes I feel like I'm standing outside in the dark and my hopes and dreams are the stars. I know what direction they're in, but when I try to go that way, I just take a ...
by honeylocust
May 9th, 2017, 7:14 pm
Forum: Introduce Yourself Here
Topic: I'm afraid of everything I love and I love everything
Replies: 5
Views: 1780

Re: I'm afraid of everything I love and I love everything

Thanks y'all. Reading back over that I am really frustrated by how much I'm letting a relationship that ended a year and a half ago dominate my life. Obviously it was a huge emotional injury but I hate feeling this stuck. On good days it seems like I've shed the worst of the baggage from it and now ...
by honeylocust
May 6th, 2017, 3:33 pm
Forum: Introduce Yourself Here
Topic: I'm afraid of everything I love and I love everything
Replies: 5
Views: 1780

Re: I'm afraid of everything I love and I love everything

I didn't want to go on too long in my intro post but I thought it might be a little cathartic to write out a more detailed account of my last extremely shitty couple of years and what brought me to this point and led me here. So here goes. I'm feeling more than a little lost in my life right now. I ...
by honeylocust
May 6th, 2017, 3:06 pm
Forum: Introduce Yourself Here
Topic: I'm afraid of everything I love and I love everything
Replies: 5
Views: 1780

I'm afraid of everything I love and I love everything

Hey y'all. First off I just want to say hi. It seems like this board isn't extremely active any more but for whatever it's worth I'm glad to meet you. I'm working through a lot of stuff and I'm not really sure how it's going, but the MIHH show is a little bit of relief and acceptance every week and ...
by honeylocust
May 6th, 2017, 2:29 pm
Forum: Introduce Yourself Here
Topic: greetings fellow humans
Replies: 1
Views: 1292

Re: greetings fellow humans

Hey, I had that too! A few years back I changed meds and it took me a couple tries to realize that it was dairy products that were suddenly giving me debilitating stomach pain.

I'm glad the new meds are working out for you, though! :D
by honeylocust
May 6th, 2017, 2:26 pm
Forum: Depression - Unipolar (non BiPolar)
Topic: How to write a good suicide note?
Replies: 15
Views: 5284

Re: How to write a good suicide note?

Hey. It sounds like you're in a really hard place. When I've thought about what I'd write in a suicide note, it's always been about getting people to finally hear and understand what I've been going through. I wonder if you're so hung up on getting your note right because you really, really want to ...

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