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by weirdbydefault
January 16th, 2020, 3:48 pm
Forum: Depression - Unipolar (non BiPolar)
Topic: The pain of being a social pariah
Replies: 4
Views: 1307

The pain of being a social pariah

I am a social pariah. I was completely messed up from my time in school. I was physically and psychologically abused by three teachers and bullied by my classmates for my whole time at school. I came to understand that what I went through traumatized me and I have C-PTSD from the daily abuse I exper...
by weirdbydefault
October 8th, 2019, 3:53 pm
Forum: Trauma/Abuse/Violation
Topic: I think I was molested (Trigger Warning)
Replies: 3
Views: 1339

Re: I think I was molested (Trigger Warning)

Hey manuel moe, thank you for the link and for being so understanding. I don't check here a lot but I still always appreciate when people are caring. Wish you well!
by weirdbydefault
October 8th, 2019, 1:34 pm
Forum: Trauma/Abuse/Violation
Topic: I think I was molested (Trigger Warning)
Replies: 3
Views: 1339

I think I was molested (Trigger Warning)

I live with my parents and I blame myself for this happening because I still live with them in my late 20s and I intend to move out soon. But I feel like I accidentally participated in emotional or covert incest somehow, because my parents don't get along and my sister moved out and spent almost no ...
by weirdbydefault
July 20th, 2019, 6:35 am
Forum: Sexuality
Topic: Fetish shame making me feel non-human
Replies: 10
Views: 5573

Re: Fetish shame making me feel non-human

Hi snoringdog! I'll definitely check out the stuff you've written on our anxiety. I can relate with what you're going through, it is the worst. I was really happy in college for a lot of reasons. The top reason I think was the feeling I had of being in a new place, the fresh start/clean slate feelin...
by weirdbydefault
July 18th, 2019, 1:46 pm
Forum: Sexuality
Topic: Fetish shame making me feel non-human
Replies: 10
Views: 5573

Re: Fetish shame making me feel non-human

Hi, I wanted to reply back to you who responded to my novella–length post entry. It has taken me months in part because ah depression, you motivation thief you. And because the layout of this forum is different from what I'm used to and it confused me a bit. I couldn't find any reply buttons to what...
by weirdbydefault
May 3rd, 2019, 12:18 pm
Forum: Sexuality
Topic: Fetish shame making me feel non-human
Replies: 10
Views: 5573

Fetish shame making me feel non-human

Hi. I sent this thing that's been bothering me to the mental podcast in shame and secrets but it never got read. I know it's likely there are just a lot of submissions, but part of me still thinks it wasn't read because it was too creepy/way too weird. I'm asexual, I've never felt attraction or a de...

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