Missing Something

[WalkingThrough]

A while ago I told someone that I felt like a part of me had gone missing a long time ago and it wasn't coming back. I guess I've always been quick to cry and felt like I didn't quite fit. My DSM diagnosis is "Mood Disorder NOS." Most clinicians I've seen think I have some admixture of anxiety and depression going on. I think I tend to cycle in some sort of atypical depressive way.

Anyway, I know it's hampered my life for a long time. I'm in my early 30s and started on my first anti-depressant last year. Some time around the beginning of the year, I was feeling better and concerned about long term side effects, so I thought I was ok to go off my medication. Anyway, the ruminative thoughts about a romantic partner that left me have come flooding back (romance tends to be a big trigger for me). So, I'm not doing well, and decided to come here to talk (in addition to starting on my meds again).

Well, now you know a bit about me. Hope to get to know some of you.

[manuel_moe_g]

Hello WalkingThrough, welcome to out little forum. Please make yourself at home in the threads and topics here.

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I am sorry to hear that you can be triggered to ruminate about romantic loss. This is a hard one for many of us.

Please take care, know you are not alone, keep the lines of communication open, we are cheering for you and for your greatest today and tomorrow!