YOU ARE NOT ALONE - A companion online community discussion board for The Mental Illness Happy Hour podcast with Paul Gilmartin

So.. The cycle continues last week I had a great audition, interview for a well paying nanny job and a new place to live!!!

Then this week I found out my friend has stage 4 cancer, I was let go because they decided to stay with their old nanny and back at square one. I don't have any more fight in me. I actually for one of those sugar daddy website
A... I think I just want someone who has money will help take care of me take me out to dinner sometimes and then just leave me Alone the rest of the time...

I feel horrible because I have a friend with so much to live for-kids, a career, friends etc who is fighting to live and while my body is healthy I have nothing and I don't care about life or living... I have no reason. My ex is happy and still with the girl he left me for and I'm still in a home where I'm uncomfortabke and have no control...

Human pain and misery is not a competition. Please be gentle and loving to yourself, QuirkyBallerina.

Depression is a double whammy, not only do you feel desperate and dead inside, you also get to beat yourself up about it.

We totally feel ya!