hi
Posted: January 22nd, 2016, 7:43 pm
Hi all,
I'm not sure what to put down here. I'm a 46 year old male. I've had depression and anxiety issues my whole life. I've done my best to avoid feeling and dealing with my issues my whole life. I've been in a low spot for the last two months. I've been doing a lot of thinking about my issues in that time. I know I need to go to the doctor and get put on meds, but I've spent my adult life muddling through and dealing with things on my own. I hate to have to go to a dr and admit what a mentally ill loser I am. I don't see my life getting any better anyway. I work a crappy job and have no skills or ambition to get anything better. My spare time is spent as a caregiver to a disabled woman. I have no real interests. I have no friends and am not close to family. I have lived my life waiting to die and unfortunately I still have another 30 years to go. Sorry to be such a downer but that's just where I'm at at the moment.
I'm not sure what to put down here. I'm a 46 year old male. I've had depression and anxiety issues my whole life. I've done my best to avoid feeling and dealing with my issues my whole life. I've been in a low spot for the last two months. I've been doing a lot of thinking about my issues in that time. I know I need to go to the doctor and get put on meds, but I've spent my adult life muddling through and dealing with things on my own. I hate to have to go to a dr and admit what a mentally ill loser I am. I don't see my life getting any better anyway. I work a crappy job and have no skills or ambition to get anything better. My spare time is spent as a caregiver to a disabled woman. I have no real interests. I have no friends and am not close to family. I have lived my life waiting to die and unfortunately I still have another 30 years to go. Sorry to be such a downer but that's just where I'm at at the moment.