Introducing myself here
Posted: February 7th, 2013, 8:35 am
I am a longtime listener and occasional donor to the podcast. First of all, if Paul or anyone involved in the production of the show is reading, thank you for what you do.
I am around 40 male, married, no kids. Most people would consider me somewhat normal, as I have a decent job, own a home, have long-term relationship, etc. However, I have struggled with anxiety and depression as long as I can remember. I contemplate suidice several times a day.
My condition(s) have worsened in the past year. My panic attacks are frustrating my wife to the point where I'm pretty sure she will bail soon. I have tried every med there is and nothing has really helped. I also drink way too much (at least a six pack every night after I get home) but I have had multi-month periods of sobriety and my depression/anxiety never improved.
I've pretty much given up. I don't even know why I'm bothering writing this--I don't have anything positive to say. I guess I'm just venting to a group of anonymous people who probably feel similar things and won't judge me.
Anyway, best of luck to everyone out there. I feel stupid saying "you are not alone" but every time Paul does I feel a little better. So...you are not alone.
I am around 40 male, married, no kids. Most people would consider me somewhat normal, as I have a decent job, own a home, have long-term relationship, etc. However, I have struggled with anxiety and depression as long as I can remember. I contemplate suidice several times a day.
My condition(s) have worsened in the past year. My panic attacks are frustrating my wife to the point where I'm pretty sure she will bail soon. I have tried every med there is and nothing has really helped. I also drink way too much (at least a six pack every night after I get home) but I have had multi-month periods of sobriety and my depression/anxiety never improved.
I've pretty much given up. I don't even know why I'm bothering writing this--I don't have anything positive to say. I guess I'm just venting to a group of anonymous people who probably feel similar things and won't judge me.
Anyway, best of luck to everyone out there. I feel stupid saying "you are not alone" but every time Paul does I feel a little better. So...you are not alone.