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Hello and Intro- No time like the present

Posted: December 5th, 2013, 4:29 pm
by mjEnzo
Hello all,

I fairly recently became a listener of the podcast (since about 2 months), and now love it and know what a huge and important contribution it is.

So here's my status, and will try to keep it brief: I'm what I would call mildly depressive, on generic wellbutrin for the last 5 months, which my girlfriend insists she can tell when i'm on vs. not on. She describes me as being much shorter-tempered/less patient and quicker to raise my voice when i've been off it. I'm prescribed for 2 pills a day, but tend to only take one simply to cut down on the expense.

Which brings me to another reason I thought i'd try the forum: I am someone who's biggest challenges tend to be based in my lack of success (especially financial). I've been invested in an artistic pursuit for 20 years+, and have been in various day jobs over that time, a situation that has become particularly difficult both from the recession and from lack of work in my area (publishing).

So I tend blame a lot of my frustration and unhappiness on lack of financial freedom, even on a modest scale. It's all about scraping by, esp. the last few years.

Anyone who can relate?
Look forward to chatting with you--

M

Re: Hello and Intro- No time like the present

Posted: December 5th, 2013, 5:21 pm
by pixelmutt
I can totally relate, mjEnzo. I was diagnosed with severe depression a few years ago and am currently on generic wellbutrin as well. And I think my symptoms without it are quite similar to yours.

I also just joined this forum, after listening to the podcast for a few months. I also love it, and have been proselytizing it to various friends.

And I also have never been very good at making money. I am pretty creative, and it seems like I can make most anything except money. ;) I've been very lucky in this latter part of my life, though, because not only is my wife a wonderful, caring, supportive woman whom everyone loves, but she's also been way better than me at making a good income. So we're ok financially. Our means are modest, but I know how much worse it could be, and how easily it could be a lot worse. You have my sympathy.

Re: Hello and Intro- No time like the present

Posted: December 5th, 2013, 5:31 pm
by mjEnzo
Great- thanks so much Pixelmutt (hard to say that name w/out a little self-consciousness)- appreciate your sympathy.

Would love to know how you and your wife manage the dynamic of income providing. It sounds like your wife is totally fine with it, but do you ever wonder if she harbors a little resentment in her darker moments, or anything along those lines?

best,

M

Re: Hello and Intro- No time like the present

Posted: December 5th, 2013, 7:10 pm
by bigeekgirl
Nice to meet you!

Paying for medication and/or therapy is something I have struggled with in the past. Not only do I have a history of depression and anxiety, along with currently just lots of anxiety without depression, but my ex-husband's struggles with bi-polar was financial taxing even times we had insurance.

A few times, my ex qualified for patient assistance programs through the manufacture of the brand name version of the drugs he took. It's income based but the programs seem to vary by company. It would be worth a Google search to see if it's an option for you. The down side is paperwork and following up with getting a doctor's office to fill out paperwork, but if it works, you get a bunch of free meds. The drug company gets good PR and a tax write off. Win-win situation.

Keep listening to those back episodes. The stuff is gold. Hope to see you around often.

Re: Hello and Intro- No time like the present

Posted: December 5th, 2013, 8:15 pm
by mjEnzo
Awesome- thanks b/e girl, I appreciate the info and the welcome!

Hope to see you around more too!

best,

M