confused
Posted: January 23rd, 2014, 7:26 pm
i cant figure out whats wrong with me. and doctors keep wanting me to explain it, and when i explain it, they dont get it... maybe someone out there understands what i'm feeling, and can help me figure it out. Help??!
all i can do is replay things over and over in my head, things that have happened in my life, times i was upset, sad, angry, times i felt bad for hurting someone else, times that other people have hurt me, just everything.
its like a movie in my head that plays and plays and plays. or bits and pieces of movies, but its always the same stuff, and i just feel disgusted with myself for all these things. i dont know why i'm having this, and i dont know how to get rid of it.??? i wish i could erase all my memory, even if it meant losing some good stuff. how do i make the movie pieces stop playing.
all i can do is replay things over and over in my head, things that have happened in my life, times i was upset, sad, angry, times i felt bad for hurting someone else, times that other people have hurt me, just everything.
its like a movie in my head that plays and plays and plays. or bits and pieces of movies, but its always the same stuff, and i just feel disgusted with myself for all these things. i dont know why i'm having this, and i dont know how to get rid of it.??? i wish i could erase all my memory, even if it meant losing some good stuff. how do i make the movie pieces stop playing.