Facing the Difficult Truth
Posted: January 23rd, 2014, 11:15 pm
Sometime ago I lost my confidence & just became a really bleak & bothersome person. The guy who drains the energy from the room. A human cancer. A psychic vampire. My lifelong anxiety & other physical problems kinda sorta coalesced into a physical depression covered in mental fog. I became hermetic & paranoid. Sometimes I cry for myself - but it's more like I'm looking at someone else & then realize, "Holy shit - that guy's me!". I think I might well have Generalized Anxiety Disorder, PTSD & just a touch of Aspergers Syndrome (though I've never had a psychiatric evaluation or assessment).