Hello from NV

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My 1st time posting about my oh so many issues but hoping it will be cathartic because I am feeling pretty empty right now.

I was diagnosed as Bipolar with a side of Anxiety. The anxiety I definitely agree with but unsure about being bipolar. Although I have trouble sleeping I don't stay up for days at a time or get manic. My uncle and sis had BPD and I do not share their temperament.

I feel more like I have BPD like my mom. I am 25 and on disability. I had to quit my last job because I was severely anxious, panic attacks, no focus, drinking while working. Basically I was a hot mess.

Now I am on Effexor and Seroquel and hoping it works since none of the other meds made a difference. Living alone, isolated, no friends no job just feeling like there will be no happy ending for me.

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Thanks for posting. Welcome. I am glad you shared.