today's comments on spirituality
Posted: February 10th, 2012, 11:20 am
I've always been interested in religion - I think it's fascinating to learn what people believe and why they hold to those beliefs. I've studied religion/theology in college philosophy and sociology courses, and done a lot of my own reading over the years - the history of the bible and Judeo-Christian belief, also reading on Eastern religions. My own history is that I was raised in a Roman Catholic family, tried to reimerse myself in Christianity in my 20s (I really really wanted to believe, but couldn't find my way there), and for a while believed in reincarnation and those kinds of things. I have good friends that are Jewish and one of my best friends is a fundamentalist Christian (which I have to admit I find challenging).
I find it very difficult to describe my "spiritual" beliefs to other people - I don't even like the word spiritual, but... I don't believe in a personal God, etc. blah blah blah and usually find myself saying that I believe in the kind of God that Einstein talked about. I especially like his comments about miracles - that the real miracle is not that strange and seemingly inexplicable things occur (like the parting of the red sea and stuff) but that everything is actually governed day after day after day by these complex and beautiful rules. Einstein also believed in a type of predetermination - for instance, if you are a murderer there is nothing you could do or could have done to avoid that - that just doesn't ring true for me. I think that most people believe in a scenario that allows them to see a sense of ultimate purpose or justice. I don't believe that myself - I tend to believe that purpose and justice are things we strive for, but that everything doesn't all come out even in the end. Popular spirituality today is that "everything happens for a reason" and things are "meant to be", but I actually find more comfort and truth in the concept of a certain random element. I'm no Einstein, but I have studied advanced math and physics and I don't find the concept of randomness to be alien to my "training" or my experience or life. I find some beauty in the concept. I think I can welcome a degree of randomness in life because of the mix of my education and life experience. I guess my point is it's interesting how everyone draws from so many thoughts and desires and experiences to come up with a philosophy that comforts them.
I find it very difficult to describe my "spiritual" beliefs to other people - I don't even like the word spiritual, but... I don't believe in a personal God, etc. blah blah blah and usually find myself saying that I believe in the kind of God that Einstein talked about. I especially like his comments about miracles - that the real miracle is not that strange and seemingly inexplicable things occur (like the parting of the red sea and stuff) but that everything is actually governed day after day after day by these complex and beautiful rules. Einstein also believed in a type of predetermination - for instance, if you are a murderer there is nothing you could do or could have done to avoid that - that just doesn't ring true for me. I think that most people believe in a scenario that allows them to see a sense of ultimate purpose or justice. I don't believe that myself - I tend to believe that purpose and justice are things we strive for, but that everything doesn't all come out even in the end. Popular spirituality today is that "everything happens for a reason" and things are "meant to be", but I actually find more comfort and truth in the concept of a certain random element. I'm no Einstein, but I have studied advanced math and physics and I don't find the concept of randomness to be alien to my "training" or my experience or life. I find some beauty in the concept. I think I can welcome a degree of randomness in life because of the mix of my education and life experience. I guess my point is it's interesting how everyone draws from so many thoughts and desires and experiences to come up with a philosophy that comforts them.