A Day of You
Posted: September 10th, 2012, 6:58 am
I'm only halfway through this episode, but I love it. Kudos to you, Paul, for going forward with it. I know how trying something new like that can be totally anxiety-producing, but it's been great to hear what a day in your life is like.
I had to respond to the one fear-off that you got, the guy who said he is afraid that people will ask him "Have you lost weight?" When you said that, it was like bells went off. I have the same exact fear, but I was never able to pinpoint it. I've been trying to figure out what it is about someone saying that that makes me so nervous. I guess the thinking behind it is that if someone says that to you, you have to wonder what they thought of you before. Are they saying, "Holy shit, you were so fat before"? Did they talk about you with other people? Are they surprised that you actually had the willpower to lose weight? I don't know... I'm still mulling this all over, but I'm so glad you shared that fear. I always thought I was crazy for feeling that way. Now I know I'm in good (albeit maybe crazy) company.
I had to respond to the one fear-off that you got, the guy who said he is afraid that people will ask him "Have you lost weight?" When you said that, it was like bells went off. I have the same exact fear, but I was never able to pinpoint it. I've been trying to figure out what it is about someone saying that that makes me so nervous. I guess the thinking behind it is that if someone says that to you, you have to wonder what they thought of you before. Are they saying, "Holy shit, you were so fat before"? Did they talk about you with other people? Are they surprised that you actually had the willpower to lose weight? I don't know... I'm still mulling this all over, but I'm so glad you shared that fear. I always thought I was crazy for feeling that way. Now I know I'm in good (albeit maybe crazy) company.