Overwhelmed by the Holidays

[flowerchild]

It's New Years Eve, my friends are over now, my boyfriend is expecting me to show up at a party in an hour and I have locked myself in my room and can't seem to snap out of it. I would give anything to want to be out eating appetizers with my roommates and drinking the night away. I'm embarrassed that I'm in my room and more embarrassed to leave. I don't even feel like I can call anyone to talk to right now because it's the holidays and everyone is overjoyed, celebrating with friends and family. This isn't the first time this has happened to me on a holiday. I'm too apathetic to even write a more detailed response as to why I'm feeling this way. Any advice or similar feelings would be much appreciated. Here's to another year battling depression.

[Herself]

Sorry to notice this so late. Did it work out or are you still in your funk?