Ugh where do I begin

[Yankees2190]

Hi everyone I am new here but I need somewhere to vent to others who understand. I suffer from depression, bipolar, anxiety and IED. My mother passed away 8 years ago and have been living with my father I am now 25. I feel as though with my fathers health declining I can't leave him alone. One of the things that angers me though is all he seems to do is sleep and that's it all day. Like he will get up shower get dressed eat breakfast then sleep in his chair all day. It only started getting this bad recently. But I hate it because I don't really have friends and he is who I socialize with majority of the time. So most days when I'm not working on school is spent in silence or listening to him snore. What angers me is he goes to a friends house in the evening and he can stay awake perfectly fine. But not with me. I try and bring it up in a
conversation and much like other people, when I bring stuff up there is no change or they get mad at. I know I can be snarky but I know I'm not all the time when I express my feelings. Idk what to do I just want to give up on the situation. I can't express how I feel without someone being angry so I am always apologizing. Someone has to be able to relate with me.