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Re: "I am nothing, I am a nobody", revisited
Posted: July 15th, 2022, 10:26 pm
by Mental Fairy
Manuel Moe
You have been on my mind and hoping you ok. Extend my biggest hug and support.
Re: "I am nothing, I am a nobody", revisited
Posted: July 18th, 2022, 6:34 am
by manuel_moe_g
Ugh, under stress i get canker sores, and i have so many canker sores in my mouth right now. it is the worst
trying to drink a lot of water, i prefer carbonated water, but i think plain water is the thing now
Re: "I am nothing, I am a nobody", revisited
Posted: July 18th, 2022, 9:22 am
by oak
Word, Manuel Moe.
Our bodies are so honest: teeth grinding for me, and canker sores for you. Sometimes our bodies just know.
Hang in there. You are not alone.
Re: "I am nothing, I am a nobody", revisited
Posted: July 18th, 2022, 11:02 am
by Mental Fairy
Hi Manuel Moe.
Glass on warm water and 1/4 teaspoon of salt. Rinse and spit through the day. The sores generally go within 10 days.
Re: "I am nothing, I am a nobody", revisited
Posted: July 21st, 2022, 4:17 am
by manuel_moe_g
It is a scary day for my loved one. If they need a shoulder to lean on, I will be there and I will be ready.
I wish I wasn't on the autism spectrum at times like this, it puts a layer of separation at a time when human connection is required.
It is like I am not fully human.
But I still love, but I am denied the ability to fully connect as a human. Like I am trapped in a plastic bubble.
I do my best, that is all I can do.
You guys have been so helpful and kind and supportive. Thank you all. If you are reading this, thank you.
Re: "I am nothing, I am a nobody", revisited
Posted: July 21st, 2022, 5:39 am
by oak
Manuel Moe! I hope you and your cherished loved one have things go as well as they can today.
Much like my stuttering, I’d evaporate your autism in a heartbeat if I could. However, you are the only Manuel Moe in the universe, and we accept you just as you are.
While you provide a shoulder to lean on for your loved one, we offer you virtual shoulders. Shoulders all the way, an unbroken chain of shoulders.
Re: "I am nothing, I am a nobody", revisited
Posted: July 21st, 2022, 7:34 am
by manuel_moe_g
Thanks so much, Oak, it is majorly appreciated
Re: "I am nothing, I am a nobody", revisited
Posted: July 21st, 2022, 9:41 am
by Mental Fairy
Manuel Moe
Your are absolutely wonderful as you are. You may wish otherwise but as far as your words are concerned and your kindness, you are just right as are.
I hope things improve and being there for your loved one shows your kind, able and accepted.
Don’t try and change yourself as that’s no living an honest life with yourself.