Sunday evening report
Posted: January 10th, 2021, 8:17 pm
I've received private messages this week from a couple of people asking how I'm doing since I had posted about a difficult weekend (last weekend I think it was.) I seem to be unable to reply privately. My replies get stuck in the outbox and don't show as having been sent. This is kind of awkward but I want to let the people who reached out know that I value their messages, especially during this time when everyone seems to be dealing with extra stress.
This weekend was again a struggle for me with grief and a feeling of not being safe, so the most positive thing I can say about it is that I'm still here. I started to look for a home for my sister's cat yesterday as it seems unlikely my sister will ever live outside of an institutional setting again. I've been doing guided meditations off and on all weekend. I don't know if it helps in any long-term way, but seems to be the only thing that quiets my mind and brings a bit of comfort right now.
Thank you all for being here, and I wish you well this week.
rg
This weekend was again a struggle for me with grief and a feeling of not being safe, so the most positive thing I can say about it is that I'm still here. I started to look for a home for my sister's cat yesterday as it seems unlikely my sister will ever live outside of an institutional setting again. I've been doing guided meditations off and on all weekend. I don't know if it helps in any long-term way, but seems to be the only thing that quiets my mind and brings a bit of comfort right now.
Thank you all for being here, and I wish you well this week.
rg