emptiness
Posted: July 22nd, 2021, 6:59 am
I felt a lost of emptiness so I took a course in the open university.
My life was on hold for a while, the course gave me lots of purpose and meaning.
I just handed in my assignment and I feel a lot of emptiness.
I had a phone call, when i found out it was my dad on the line with my older brother in the background it was a reall downer and I felt that the conversation was very draining.
I have a lot of problems to face right now, that I put on hold and I need to find myself in the world all of a sudden.
Luckily, there is a support group meeting tonight I have been there like forever.
So at least I have a plan.
I will try to look at this now as an adventure rathen than misery.
An adventure, how I will pave myself out of this emptiness. How will I balance my life face my problems while find enjoyment, purpose and community.
I will try first of all to be of service.
My life was on hold for a while, the course gave me lots of purpose and meaning.
I just handed in my assignment and I feel a lot of emptiness.
I had a phone call, when i found out it was my dad on the line with my older brother in the background it was a reall downer and I felt that the conversation was very draining.
I have a lot of problems to face right now, that I put on hold and I need to find myself in the world all of a sudden.
Luckily, there is a support group meeting tonight I have been there like forever.
So at least I have a plan.
I will try to look at this now as an adventure rathen than misery.
An adventure, how I will pave myself out of this emptiness. How will I balance my life face my problems while find enjoyment, purpose and community.
I will try first of all to be of service.