I'm not dead!

[Karina]

Well, I'm staying off the Internets for awhile. Mainly because I've been feeling a bit better. I've felt worse, too, but being online for too long has taken a bit of a toll on my personal life, professional life, etc.

Without getting into too much detail: 1. My propensity for self-sabotage eventually got me into that program I devoted way too much space to rant about here...and then expelled. Devoting myself instead to being the neutral good when it comes to group environments now. 2. Unpredictable behavior has mostly been relegated to food issues, but I'm seeing a specialist now. 3. I've switched from analysis and medication to CBT. No longer feel suicidal and just want to live.

Again, I hope to pursue a career in the public eye and wish to delete way too many of the posts I've put up here, mainly because I don't feel that way anymore and want to put that chapter behind me. But, to make a tired point, I'm not dead! Just not on Facebook anymore.

[manuel_moe_g]

Hello Karina! Welcome back! Glad CBT is working for you. Please treat yourself right, and continue your progress!