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Dumped on New Years
Posted: January 1st, 2013, 6:36 pm
by shaunathon
Had an arguement with GF the day before Christmas. Carried over for a week and got dumped on NYE. This was the first person I ever though I could spend the rest of my life with and I blew it due to my crushing depression and anxiety. Not only did I lose the girl, I've lost her three kids who I've grown to love more than anything ever. This is just too much. It just gets so much worse every year...
Re: Dumped on New Years
Posted: January 1st, 2013, 9:41 pm
by walklikeanegyptian
Are you in treatment?
Re: Dumped on New Years
Posted: January 2nd, 2013, 5:18 am
by shaunathon
Not yet. I'm going to call for an appointment today. I've never done it before because I have a lot of trouble putting my feelings into words that make sense. I reread what I posted earlier and it in no way describes exactly how utterly despondent I feel. I'm nervous, but kind of looking forward to getting help.
Re: Dumped on New Years
Posted: January 2nd, 2013, 5:30 pm
by SleepyNinja
That's awful, I don't know you but I feel for you. My depression and anxiety problems have hurt/ruined the few relationships i've had so far, not saying my experiences are the same/better/worse as yours. Its fucking sucks.
Re: Dumped on New Years
Posted: January 3rd, 2013, 5:23 am
by shaunathon
Thanks for the kind words sleepyninja, it's very nice to be heard. I've honestly never been in such bad shape. I mean it sucks when a relationship ends when you don't want it too but knowing I won't have her three kids in my life is just devastating. It's like losing the love of four people at once. I'm completely non-functional right now. Only thing that gets me through the day is this podcast and forum.