Re: Mind Body and Trauma
Posted: May 8th, 2024, 10:50 am
Lat night I was so tired from the coughing, sneezing and fatigue Bigfoot could have walked in my room and I wouldn’t have batted an eyelid!
Woken this morning with this congestion that surpasses any flu I have ever had in my living life! We leave in a week and a half so the pressure is on to try get better. I’ve not run, I’ve not biked and I’ve not walked since my hike a couple of weekends ago.
Snow is falling on the hills behind us, the South Island I hear is sitting in sub zero temperatures. That is music to my ears. I feel a glimmer of hope I could get better before this trip.
I’ve made a tent fort in the lounge for the cat to play in while I hid under the covers for the past five days. My inner child lives on SD!
Last night before bed Mazie wanted to pop down the stairs into the garage for some reason. She has been doing this a lot. I wanted to know why as we don’t have mice or rats. After sometime of her being downstairs I slowly made my way down to the bottom of the staircase, I turn the corner and there she is playing with spiders that live in corners of the shed. I was too tired to scream, I just picked her up and carried her back to bed. If she was covered in spiders I didn’t care! That’s how you know you’re not well!!
Donya is picking me up in an hour to try take me to work. Let’s see how this day goes! She needs the distraction as her mum went back to Iran.
Madness!
Thinking of you all. MM, keep your positive mindset going by friend, I still worry about you. Having the message from Oak the other day still has me buzzing.
Woken this morning with this congestion that surpasses any flu I have ever had in my living life! We leave in a week and a half so the pressure is on to try get better. I’ve not run, I’ve not biked and I’ve not walked since my hike a couple of weekends ago.
Snow is falling on the hills behind us, the South Island I hear is sitting in sub zero temperatures. That is music to my ears. I feel a glimmer of hope I could get better before this trip.
I’ve made a tent fort in the lounge for the cat to play in while I hid under the covers for the past five days. My inner child lives on SD!
Last night before bed Mazie wanted to pop down the stairs into the garage for some reason. She has been doing this a lot. I wanted to know why as we don’t have mice or rats. After sometime of her being downstairs I slowly made my way down to the bottom of the staircase, I turn the corner and there she is playing with spiders that live in corners of the shed. I was too tired to scream, I just picked her up and carried her back to bed. If she was covered in spiders I didn’t care! That’s how you know you’re not well!!
Donya is picking me up in an hour to try take me to work. Let’s see how this day goes! She needs the distraction as her mum went back to Iran.
Madness!
Thinking of you all. MM, keep your positive mindset going by friend, I still worry about you. Having the message from Oak the other day still has me buzzing.