Borderline tonight..
Posted: July 17th, 2013, 6:04 pm
You know... most of the day I have been ok... getting stuff done. Helping people in the shop and actually did a couple of card readings for some... on the way home... cant explaine it but something triggered me. Now Im in a funk and it seems to be getting darker. Brain keeps wanting to think about the bad things. Trying ot keep myself busy and I REALLY need to concentrate on the things Im doing. Heating metal to glowing red and not concentrating is a BAD mix. I MUST get this job done... but I also must get back to a normal again... anyone.. anyone?? Tried to listen to up beat music but realized that even the good songs remind me that I have to have fun by myself now. Tired of feeling like this....