My list of fears...

[Alicia Sam]

I'm afraid of my handicapped sister dying.
I'm afraid that the inappropriate pictures I sent to past boyfriends will get posted online.
I'm afraid of losing the few friends I have.
I'm afraid that I'll have too much debt once I graduate college.
I'm afraid of being hospitalized if my therapist found out about my self harm.
I'm afraid people wouldn't care if I died.
I'm afraid of my parents becoming even more addicted to drugs and hoarding that it ruins their lives, and effects others in my family.
I'm afraid of sleeping at night because of my nightmares.
I'm afraid that the medications I'm on are actually making me worse and not better.
I'm afraid of sex.
I'm afraid of my GPA getting too low because my mental health has been affecting my schoolwork.
I'm afraid I'll never find someone to be with.
I'm afraid people are constantly talking about me.
I'm afraid of my older sister killing herself.
I'm afraid of my long distance best friend committing suicide and I wouldn't have a way of finding out.
I'm afraid of sounding stupid in my French classes by pronouncing things wrong.
I'm afraid that everyone notices and makes fun of my lisp.