I fear ..
Posted: January 8th, 2015, 11:26 pm
I fear I might end up growing and die alone.
I fear I might be a very bad person after all, when I was teenager I feared I might be antichrist.
I fear of losing control of myself.
I fear of being obsessed with myself.
I fear I won't ever find a place where I belong.
I fear of a fruitless hard work because I don't deserve a good result.
I fear I won't accomplish anything in my life.
I fear I'm getting older and I have nothing to show off from my life.
I fear disappointing my mother.
I fear not being able to pay rent.
I fear the fear itself.
I fear I might be a very bad person after all, when I was teenager I feared I might be antichrist.
I fear of losing control of myself.
I fear of being obsessed with myself.
I fear I won't ever find a place where I belong.
I fear of a fruitless hard work because I don't deserve a good result.
I fear I won't accomplish anything in my life.
I fear I'm getting older and I have nothing to show off from my life.
I fear disappointing my mother.
I fear not being able to pay rent.
I fear the fear itself.