My Fear Off
Posted: March 12th, 2015, 8:42 pm
1) I fear that I am infertile because of my past eating disorders.
2) I fear getting murdered/raped by a stranger breaking in while I'm in the shower.
3) I fear dying even though I used to be suicidal.
4) I fear that I'll have a panic attack in my sleep that I won't be able to wake up from.
5) I fear that one day my anxiety premonitions will play out in front of me & I will feel guilty for not stopping what I "knew" was going to happen.
6) I fear that my depression will resurface and I will lose everything.
7) I fear that when I get married, I won't enjoy the actual wedding because too many decisions were made by those other than my husband-to-be and myself, and that family member will be upset and cause an upset because of certain exclusions or not wanting them to be there (i.e. not having my father give me away, not doing a father-daughter dance, not wanting to even see my mother there)... elopement sounds better every day
8) I fear that I'll fail the BCBA exam next year after I graduate my Master's program and won't get certified even though I know all the information .
9) I fear that I won't find a PhD program that I'm fully interested in OR won't get accepted into the program.
10) I fear that once I receive my Masters/PhD degrees that I still won't be successful in life.
11) I fear that I won't be able to advance in the way I want in the company that I'm currently employed, but won't be able to leave because I'd feel bad doing so.
12) I fear that once I have to begin paying back my student loans, I won't be in a position to do so and they will become even more overwhelming.
13) I fear that when I settle on/discover my passion in life, I wouldn't have needed the extensive education I've gone through to get there and it will feel like a waste.
2) I fear getting murdered/raped by a stranger breaking in while I'm in the shower.
3) I fear dying even though I used to be suicidal.
4) I fear that I'll have a panic attack in my sleep that I won't be able to wake up from.
5) I fear that one day my anxiety premonitions will play out in front of me & I will feel guilty for not stopping what I "knew" was going to happen.
6) I fear that my depression will resurface and I will lose everything.
7) I fear that when I get married, I won't enjoy the actual wedding because too many decisions were made by those other than my husband-to-be and myself, and that family member will be upset and cause an upset because of certain exclusions or not wanting them to be there (i.e. not having my father give me away, not doing a father-daughter dance, not wanting to even see my mother there)... elopement sounds better every day
8) I fear that I'll fail the BCBA exam next year after I graduate my Master's program and won't get certified even though I know all the information .
9) I fear that I won't find a PhD program that I'm fully interested in OR won't get accepted into the program.
10) I fear that once I receive my Masters/PhD degrees that I still won't be successful in life.
11) I fear that I won't be able to advance in the way I want in the company that I'm currently employed, but won't be able to leave because I'd feel bad doing so.
12) I fear that once I have to begin paying back my student loans, I won't be in a position to do so and they will become even more overwhelming.
13) I fear that when I settle on/discover my passion in life, I wouldn't have needed the extensive education I've gone through to get there and it will feel like a waste.