YOU ARE NOT ALONE - A companion online community discussion board for The Mental Illness Happy Hour podcast with Paul Gilmartin

I fear that I will never get to live by the sea like I've always dreamed of doing
I fear suffering, mine, yours, anyone's, everyone's
I fear I will slip up again and lose my job, and my house, a safe place to hide from the world
I fear rape
I fear enforced company of other people
I fear madness
I fear I will never have 'my person' again
I fear I have long past the point of believing my own bullshit
I fear all my delusions are imaginary ...