I FEAR, FEAR - BUT THATS NOT ALL

[Imissmysun]

I fear being seen

I fear being invisible

I fear figures of authority

I fear that I will succeed

I fear that I will fail

I fear that I will become stuck

I fear that I will never be happy

I fear that I will be happy and that it will go away

I fear losing my job

I fear advocating for myself

I fear getting close to people

I fear that I will never really get close to people

I fear bees and scorpians

I fear getting caught in a thunder and lightening storm outside

I fear losing my falimy (my relationship and children), I am not very close to my parents and siblings

I fear that I am inately unlovable and unfriendable

I fear that no matter how smart or stufied or funny I am that I will never fit in anywhere - ever

[oak]

Thanks for sharing!

[Imissmysun]

I fear real intimacy -

How sad is it that I can tell a forum of strangers what a hard day I am having today but I can't tell my fiance -