Genuine fears
Posted: June 12th, 2013, 2:15 pm
Though it's not a big list, it actually took me some time to come up with a list of things I can honestly say I fear. For most things, I just feel anger towards (which I'm sure some people would like to say is just another form of fear), but the things listed here are things I am genuinely afraid of. And I will most likely talk more in-depth with them in the near future.
I’m afraid that what I think is my strong suit in fact isn’t my strong suit.
I’m afraid of doing tasks or making actions that have no guarantee for good results.
I’m afraid of wasting my time on something I thought would turn out great but doesn’t.
I’m afraid of having to start over.
I’m afraid that I’ll never meet anyone who cares about me as much as I care about them.
I’m afraid of being a virgin forever.
I’m afraid that if I ever do meet someone who wants to have sex with me, I will be unable to sexually satisfy them.
I am afraid of losing my virginity to someone who doesn’t care about it as much as I do. I can’t deal with another situation in which I care tons more about something than the other person involved.
I’m afraid that no one will ever want to have a child with me.
I’m afraid of bringing a child into a world that will be as cruel to him/her as it was to me.
I’m afraid of having a child that will grow up into a person I despise.
I’m afraid that the people I still think about have totally forgotten me.
I’m afraid that I’ll find out that I didn’t have any impact on anything or anyone in this world, and my life and death will be inconsequential.
I’m afraid that what I think is my strong suit in fact isn’t my strong suit.
I’m afraid of doing tasks or making actions that have no guarantee for good results.
I’m afraid of wasting my time on something I thought would turn out great but doesn’t.
I’m afraid of having to start over.
I’m afraid that I’ll never meet anyone who cares about me as much as I care about them.
I’m afraid of being a virgin forever.
I’m afraid that if I ever do meet someone who wants to have sex with me, I will be unable to sexually satisfy them.
I am afraid of losing my virginity to someone who doesn’t care about it as much as I do. I can’t deal with another situation in which I care tons more about something than the other person involved.
I’m afraid that no one will ever want to have a child with me.
I’m afraid of bringing a child into a world that will be as cruel to him/her as it was to me.
I’m afraid of having a child that will grow up into a person I despise.
I’m afraid that the people I still think about have totally forgotten me.
I’m afraid that I’ll find out that I didn’t have any impact on anything or anyone in this world, and my life and death will be inconsequential.