Fears!
Posted: November 4th, 2014, 11:18 am
I fear a world with no mom or dad.
I fear that my "rational" mind is belittling my issues, but they'll just continue to get bigger and worse.
I fear that my kids, and kids in general, are growing up in a world with few rules, few consequences, and all of my fathering is going to waste.
I fear that my issues have transferred to my children and will make their lives difficult later.
I fear that alcohol is creeping into my life and relationship and will cause it to end badly.
I fear that my new job is 10 times more difficult than I thought it'd be, and that I'll wind up losing said job.
I fear gaining the weight back.
I fear starting the cigarettes again.
I fear the anorexia, too.
I fear that I may soon perceive only one good thing in my life, marijuana.
I fear that I've moved to a new town, and will never again have even one close friend.
I fear that some of my family members despise me for things I did when I was little.
I fear becoming homeless, and how near that can be for anyone on the planet.
I fear that me and my wife will grow apart.
I fear that I'll do something rash and cause an upset in the lives of my loved ones (already kind of did that, but fear it happening again).
Gosh, I thought maybe I'd have one or two of these, but you can certainly get on a roll!
I fear that my "rational" mind is belittling my issues, but they'll just continue to get bigger and worse.
I fear that my kids, and kids in general, are growing up in a world with few rules, few consequences, and all of my fathering is going to waste.
I fear that my issues have transferred to my children and will make their lives difficult later.
I fear that alcohol is creeping into my life and relationship and will cause it to end badly.
I fear that my new job is 10 times more difficult than I thought it'd be, and that I'll wind up losing said job.
I fear gaining the weight back.
I fear starting the cigarettes again.
I fear the anorexia, too.
I fear that I may soon perceive only one good thing in my life, marijuana.
I fear that I've moved to a new town, and will never again have even one close friend.
I fear that some of my family members despise me for things I did when I was little.
I fear becoming homeless, and how near that can be for anyone on the planet.
I fear that me and my wife will grow apart.
I fear that I'll do something rash and cause an upset in the lives of my loved ones (already kind of did that, but fear it happening again).
Gosh, I thought maybe I'd have one or two of these, but you can certainly get on a roll!