Drinking, bears.

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1. (In real life I haven't drank since June 16, 2008. I have no desire to drink IRL.)

I will dream that I drank again.

I don't feel shame, just a sense of "Well, I have to start over now."

2. I am in my childhood bedroom, looking out the window to the backyard.

Polar bears, lion, tigers walk by the edge of the backyard and the woods behind the house.

(These woods were since torn down in real life.)

I am terrified of the animals, and force myself to wake up.

Except one time I went downstairs and outside. The bear did not attack or even threaten me.

I have had this dream for years.