Troebia's Diary
- manuel_moe_g
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Re: Troebia's Diary
Troebia, I am sorry your dog doesn’t act like a dog, probably from some trauma. That is so sad.
Please take great care of yourself
Please take great care of yourself
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- troebia
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- Location: Spain
Re: Troebia's Diary
Yes I'm sure it's not really about "me" but it still feels like not having a relationship with the dog at all.manuel_moe_g wrote: ↑October 1st, 2024, 9:25 am Troebia, I am sorry your dog doesn’t act like a dog, probably from some trauma.
I'm falling into depression again and also feeling a bit aggressive and whiny. The only moments I can forget myself is when asleep or while watching Italian TV (because my brain goes into language overdrive and can't think about anything else).
I'm experimenting with dabs of paint on rollers and it's very unpredictable and exciting. It also makes me feel disappointed that I can't do something as spontaneous as a random uncontrollable impression. Just human, I guess...
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"Those who dream of the possible will suffer the greatest disillusion" — Fernando Pessoa
"Those who dream of the possible will suffer the greatest disillusion" — Fernando Pessoa
- manuel_moe_g
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Re: Troebia's Diary
I love that, gorgeous and sinister
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- Mental Fairy
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Re: Troebia's Diary
I second that. Absolutely gorgeous
- troebia
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Re: Troebia's Diary
Today very conflicting feelings and I just want to spill out some words. I'm desiring to have a dog that responds to me with all my heart. My hearing is going crazy with ups and downs of tinnitus and varied perception of frequencies, I'll take a Xanax and/or wine and try to ignore it. Things are breaking all the time, weeds and pests are still going strong and I feel like Sisyphus. The only sincere smile I saw today was from the cashier at the supermarket.
"Most people are other people" — Oscar Wilde
"Those who dream of the possible will suffer the greatest disillusion" — Fernando Pessoa
"Those who dream of the possible will suffer the greatest disillusion" — Fernando Pessoa
- troebia
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Re: Troebia's Diary
Also worried about the onslaught of spam on this forum. I'd love to be able to install a spam filter!
"Most people are other people" — Oscar Wilde
"Those who dream of the possible will suffer the greatest disillusion" — Fernando Pessoa
"Those who dream of the possible will suffer the greatest disillusion" — Fernando Pessoa
- Mental Fairy
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Re: Troebia's Diary
You might not see it my friend but I am smiling a sincere smile for you from down here in little old NZ.
- troebia
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Re: Troebia's Diary
...and a half toothless old smile right back at you!
"Most people are other people" — Oscar Wilde
"Those who dream of the possible will suffer the greatest disillusion" — Fernando Pessoa
"Those who dream of the possible will suffer the greatest disillusion" — Fernando Pessoa
- Mental Fairy
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Re: Troebia's Diary
Take what I can get!