Oh look, you found me
Posted: April 17th, 2016, 2:24 pm
I am overwhelmed. I'm just writing. I'm listening to a podcast, my favorite one. I feel overwhelmed, my insides feel chaotic. I was feeling good for a while, I felt like I was getting better. Now it sucks. Now I can't control. I don't feel like I'm going back, I just feel out of control. I don't know my boundaries anymore, I can't remember the ones that I had. I don't feel in control of my own life. I spiral so fast.