It's funny that one of the first things that came to mind is that maybe I don't belong here. I don't think I suffer from depression as to be diagnosed, but I can honestly say that I'm extremely lonely. And I have issues with connection and relationships. And I have issues stemming from both mom & dad...
Ok I guess I do belong here. I know that I do as I am needing a place to let out some of things inside my head come out and I relate to so many things I've heard and read so far.
I have a long story I could get into, but I'm sure it will come out in time. For now I just know that I'm in a lot of pain and 2013 needs to be a year that professional help comes into play. I can't do it on my own anymore.
Hello, I'm new here
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hey, welcome!
glad you signed up even though you weren't sure.
glad you signed up even though you weren't sure.
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Honestly I think it will be great to have someone around who ISN'T clinically depressed. I'm sure your differing perception and opinions will be greatly valued.
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Ha, well I'm not sure if my perceptions are the best right now, though towards other people I'm sure I'd be ok - just myself :/ Really not sure what I've done to myself lately. I find that I'm behaving so impulsively and possibly irrationally in my interactions with certain people in my life. Today was a doozy of a day and just got rid of all the connections I have online and in my phone with one person. I can't stop getting angry and "spazzing" and then feeling guilty. I feel like I don't even know who I am anymore...