YOU ARE NOT ALONE - A companion online community discussion board for The Mental Illness Happy Hour podcast with Paul Gilmartin
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Everything is just a bit fuzzy right now. My eyesight is slightly blurry. My sense of touch has less discrimination than usual. Is that the right word? Like my nerve endings all have cotton balls stuck to them. There's an almost imperceptible tremor deep in my chest. Food tastes more colorful but the textures are softer than they should be. Even my thoughts are dull.
All I really want to do is find some horribly sad music that'll make me cry. I just don't know how to find any. Music that used to make me cry no longer does since I played it to death. I'll accept suggestions!
Today was a fuzzy day for me as well, it took my mother coming over and having a nice chat while we cleaned my apartment to snap me out.
It's not the end of the world having someone to talk to really helps. I hope you feel better today.
Thanks! I do - well, still the same ol', but not feeling fuzzy anymore. I listened to Radiohead last night which fulfilled the sad music criteria. Doesn't make me cry, but it's cathartic, melancholy-in-a-good-way type of music. Hope your day is laid back and low stress.