Excruciating
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Beany Boo
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Excruciating
Okay, so I'm just gonna leave this message here and see how long I can leave it there before I 'have to' delete it. I figure if I expose myself to social interaction I've initiated myself I'll gradually get better at it. I'm already thinking about deleting, I haven't even submitted it! I wanna keep writing so I don't have to decide. If I have to delete it I can always write another one, and another. Shit, shit, shit and sorry.
Mr (blue) B. Boo
‘Out of nowhere the mind comes forth.’ - Zen koan
‘Let go or be dragged.’ - Zen proverb
‘Knowing how to yield is strength.’ - Laozi
‘Out of nowhere the mind comes forth.’ - Zen koan
‘Let go or be dragged.’ - Zen proverb
‘Knowing how to yield is strength.’ - Laozi
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brownblob
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- Issues: depression and anxiety
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Re: Excruciating
Hi Beany,
I go through those feelings all the time of thinking about deleting the whole time I'm writing a post and then start beating myself up as soon as I hit submit.
I go through those feelings all the time of thinking about deleting the whole time I'm writing a post and then start beating myself up as soon as I hit submit.
I don't like people much and they don't much like me. -A Beautiful Mind
I'm Homesick for a home I never had.--Soul Asylum "Homesick"
I'm Homesick for a home I never had.--Soul Asylum "Homesick"
Re: Excruciating
Beany Boo! Hang in there. You're doing great.
Work is love made visible. -Kahlil Gibran
A person with a "why" can endure any "how". -Viktor Frankl
Which is better: to be born good or to overcome your evil nature through great effort? -Skyrim
A person with a "why" can endure any "how". -Viktor Frankl
Which is better: to be born good or to overcome your evil nature through great effort? -Skyrim
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Beany Boo
- Posts: 2565
- Joined: June 13th, 2016, 3:18 am
- Gender: Not-quite-cis-male
- Issues: Risk averse, conversation difficulty, relationship difficulty
- preferred pronoun: He/him
Re: Excruciating
Brownblob, Oak thank you.
Mr (blue) B. Boo
‘Out of nowhere the mind comes forth.’ - Zen koan
‘Let go or be dragged.’ - Zen proverb
‘Knowing how to yield is strength.’ - Laozi
‘Out of nowhere the mind comes forth.’ - Zen koan
‘Let go or be dragged.’ - Zen proverb
‘Knowing how to yield is strength.’ - Laozi
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Imissmysun
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- Issues: Anxiety, Depression, past trauma healing,
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Re: Excruciating
You have a right to exist -
I always see how much light and goodness others see and see how much they could do and be -
I never give myself the same latitude -
You are heard and seen
Welcome - do not delete yourself
I always see how much light and goodness others see and see how much they could do and be -
I never give myself the same latitude -
You are heard and seen
Welcome - do not delete yourself
Just another messed up chick, who hates her body and face, and voice, and thinks she is useless and her stuff isn't that bad and she should get over it.
-Sarah St. Lunatic
-Sarah St. Lunatic