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1. It's March.

2. I'm alive.

3. I slept through pretty much the entire weekend.

4. Feeling like I've abandoned my partner.

5. Just marking time before I go back to sleep.
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Also these two things:

1. Feelings aren't facts.

2. I let my partner put silver sparkly nail polish on my this morning, so I'm not completely absent. Lol
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Thanks for sharing.

Good luck with your JS tic tac toe. I sort of like JS.
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Just stopping by to say I'm still alive. Lost housing again. Deeply depressing. I should be trying to make dinner right now, but am having a hard time making myself go out into the kitchen where I'm staying. Feels too exposed.

Here I go, though.
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Please take care, HowDidIGetHere. Try and keep the lines of communication open.
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Go for it.

Hang in there.

Keep us posted.
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Paralyzed by fear. Without work, I'm barely getting out of bed.

Historically, bad things have happened under these conditions. Usually financially irresponsible things. It's pretty much just terrifying me even more knowing that.

Hard times.
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HowDidIGetHere wrote:Historically, bad things have happened under these conditions. Usually financially irresponsible things. It's pretty much just terrifying me even more knowing that.
Wishing you the best during this difficult time. Please stay in touch, and take care.
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Thanks, moe. Sometimes coming here and throwing out a little bucket of pain feels like all I can do to keep from capsizing. I really hope I can pay it forward some day.
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I read your post. Thank you.
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