Thank you Tony,
I’m not really suffering in the way you were relating. That’s not to say I don’t recognize the experience. I appreciate you reaching out and sharing.
What I am experiencing is, weirdly, calm. I think the tension circulating at the moment strangely resonates with the chaotic feeling I grew up with in a dysfunctional family.
Calm, or the ease associated with being in a familiar situation. Familiar not comfortable. Watching the dial.
coronavirus fear
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Mr (blue) B. Boo
‘Out of nowhere the mind comes forth.’ - Zen koan
‘Let go or be dragged.’ - Zen proverb
‘Knowing how to yield is strength.’ - Laozi
‘Out of nowhere the mind comes forth.’ - Zen koan
‘Let go or be dragged.’ - Zen proverb
‘Knowing how to yield is strength.’ - Laozi
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Re: Coronavirus fear - 2020 thread
Hello
Just bringing thread up to the top due to a post this morning from our friend Mental Fairy.
What a long and tough couple of years it's been....
Alas today was anxiety filled. Finally reached out to therapist today and booked appointment. Dealt with my own patients and feel like I could work 24/7 and not help enough. We only just getting outbreaks of covid here 2 years later than most.
Feel overwhelmed. Failing medical system and lack of help.
The only joy I felt today was holding my cat. Amen to the fluff.
I think we should also add in what we are grateful for most of the day we are closing off before the next!
For a bit of support, you might visit the www.reddit.com/r/nursing thread if you haven't already.
I've been reading through it for awhile now, thru the Covid ordeal.
You have my utmost respect.
Wishing you strength.
SD
Just bringing thread up to the top due to a post this morning from our friend Mental Fairy.
What a long and tough couple of years it's been....
Alas today was anxiety filled. Finally reached out to therapist today and booked appointment. Dealt with my own patients and feel like I could work 24/7 and not help enough. We only just getting outbreaks of covid here 2 years later than most.
Feel overwhelmed. Failing medical system and lack of help.
The only joy I felt today was holding my cat. Amen to the fluff.
I think we should also add in what we are grateful for most of the day we are closing off before the next!
For a bit of support, you might visit the www.reddit.com/r/nursing thread if you haven't already.
I've been reading through it for awhile now, thru the Covid ordeal.
You have my utmost respect.
Wishing you strength.
SD