4 x 4, what I am working on right now

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My inner child is alone and lonely. Not always, when my daughter was very young, I would play with her and my spirit was one with the inner child. That is beautiful.

My inner child thinks fast, and sometimes gets impatient that things don't work at the speed of thought. Little guy, sometimes you have to be patient.

I think me inner child is happy that I am not trying to control and shame him, that I am trying to listen to him.

My inner child wants to eat everything that is yummy.

My inner child is in wonderment over the vision of Jesus as the Good, Caring Shepard. My inner child is scared of the Old Testament God and is very relieved that Jesus came along to make things right.
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My inner child is scared of the dark, a little, but then he also likes to sit in a dark room. Hmm.

My inner child is a worrier.

My inner child is quite skinny, which is funny because I am very fat. My inner child has a super-metabolism.

My inner child likes games and toys. Hates when pieces are missing!

My inner child loves pool play and swimming.
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My inner child is quite afraid of rejection, that is why he is so scared to say hello to other kids. He would rather be alone than risk rejection.

My inner child rebels against the idea of time and clocks, he wants to live in a timeless world where fun and interesting things never have to stop.

My inner child wants to cuddle all the pets!
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My inner child is a perfectionist, that is why my inner child is also a procrastinator. Things must be perfect to start, and things must be done perfectly.
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My inner child needs to take a lot of breaks during a task.

I had a dream last night that perfectly put me in the place of my younger self from college days. He didn't know who he was and he felt strange in his own skin. He desperately wanted a girl to rescue him.

Maybe my college-age-self heard I was listening to my inner child and wanted desperately to be heard too, maybe.
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(Trying something new)
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Oh no. College Age Self is moving back home. Sounds like it is getting crowded in there.
Your inner child sounds wonderful. I think my inner child has much in common with him. Keep up the good work. :clap:
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Agreed!

And decision trees/mind maps are the product of someone on their way in this life.
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This is beautiful.
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My disposition (depressed, anxious, distractible, always needing to manage my mood) means i will never fully realize my childhood dreams of being really great, and it means that i will never be seen as a hard working man in the eyes of my wife. Sigh.
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