still hate myself

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still hate myself

Post by manuel_moe_g »

even though i understand the biomechanics of my limitations, and the other sources of my limitations that have nothing to do with anything i ever chose...

i still hate myself, i hate myself for letting myself down and letting everyone else down

...when i hate myself i will imagine <hugging> the part of my brain doing the hating

...it is not his fault, he thinks <with twisted logic> that hating the self will be the path to helping the self
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Re: still hate myself

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Thank you for sharing, Manuel Moe.
Work is love made visible. -Kahlil Gibran
A person with a "why" can endure any "how". -Viktor Frankl
Which is better: to be born good or to overcome your evil nature through great effort? -Skyrim
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Re: still hate myself

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Manuel Moe, I saw this Reddit post, and I feel it applies to me:

https://www.reddit.com/r/GetMotivated/comments/10vz6ns/image_you_dont_hate_yourself_you_hate_not_being/?utm_source=share&utm_medium=ios_app&utm_name=iossmf
Work is love made visible. -Kahlil Gibran
A person with a "why" can endure any "how". -Viktor Frankl
Which is better: to be born good or to overcome your evil nature through great effort? -Skyrim
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