This understandable, and wholly human.
In fact, it would be odd if you didn’t feel this way: it is a wholly sane response to an insane 2023.
Also, good luck on Friday. Please do keep us posted. I send good vibes.
Lastly, though this doesn’t have anything to do with the above, I thought this might make you smile:
In kettlebell today, my crush “happened” to bump into me… twice. She said hello to me (swoon).
We need to get me out more.
In the meantime, hang in there our good friend Mental Fairy!