Like I've been run through a meat grinder
Re: Like I've been run through a meat grinder
Hi Jenny Jump. Good to hear from you again. Congratulations on the new insight into behaviors that you wish to change, and I hope that you are able to work out the issues with the medications. Good for you for reaching out for help and support.
Re: Like I've been run through a meat grinder
Addressing the first post you made.
Putting the childhood abuse aside entirely; would it not be healthy to find a sexual partner that is more than happy to allow you to dominate him/her? Outside of the sex, your partner would likely be as emotionally bruised as you are and likely very understanding, but in the sack, you have your domination needs, and they would have their "getting dominated" needs.
Bottling emotions only leads to disaster and self destructive rampages.
No need to feel ashamed of being a kinky bitch in the bedroom, even if it did come from a dark place.
Putting the childhood abuse aside entirely; would it not be healthy to find a sexual partner that is more than happy to allow you to dominate him/her? Outside of the sex, your partner would likely be as emotionally bruised as you are and likely very understanding, but in the sack, you have your domination needs, and they would have their "getting dominated" needs.
Bottling emotions only leads to disaster and self destructive rampages.
No need to feel ashamed of being a kinky bitch in the bedroom, even if it did come from a dark place.