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Glock therapy
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Re: Music

Post by Glock therapy »

From The Donald:

The Night Belongs to Mona

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=b8tIfDZtnE0

"We all wonder where she's gone,
that sunny girl we used to know..." :cry:
Dovakin
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Re: Music

Post by Dovakin »

A song that i relate to a lot is Human Sadness by Julian Casablancas i think its about his dad but the lyrics resonate so much with me i love it a lot. Its a bit long, but it makes me feel okay to be sad i dont know. This is my first post here.
https://youtu.be/SuXlZ5PHK9I
The lyrics are in the description, i suggest reading them they're fantastic
E is for Elephant
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Re: Music

Post by E is for Elephant »

When my depression kicks in, I tend to listen to one or two songs on repeat.
Currently getting a lot of play is Aimee Mann's "The Fall of the World's Own Optimist".
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DTJUWRnfRmc

That opening line...
"There's no charity in you
And that surprises me
I guess I thought you were a golden idol
'Cause I called you majesty"
Glock therapy
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Re: Music

Post by Glock therapy »

Hey Dovakin,
I had to try a bit but ended up digging the JC song you posted very much. (This is what I love about this thread!!) Not something I necessarily would have come across nor taken the time with that I did had it not been on this board. It feels like a dirge, a requiem for... all of us, perhaps. A deeply felt reflection on human joy, folly, and destruction from some remove, perhaps from Rumi's "field". And is it me, or does this strongly remind of Guns n' Roses "November Rain"? Thanks for posting--strong stuff.

gt
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Re: Music

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Oh man im just elated that someone took the time to listen and appreciate it. I guess yeah i can see the November rain qualities in it. I love the Rumi reference and the line where he says Its all my fault, such emotion conveyed through his voice. I love the song you guys shared earlier in the thread Alone Again. I listened to it on repeat for a whole day basically.
Glock therapy
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Re: Music

Post by Glock therapy »

Hey E,
Wow, Aimee Mann's songs can pack such huge themes so compactly. My impressions: the point of view of this song, as in others of hers, seems to be of someone who's been hurt yet knows that to close herself off as a result would only further the damage. And she doesn't merely point the finger at the one who let her down. She doesn't let the other person off the hook or self-blame. But she does recognize her own role in whatever happened, her responsibility to manage her own expectations and temper her own illusions, and she seems willing to make amends of sorts with the person (with conditions, and that's key). There are a lot of songs about disillusionment, but this one suggests how one might deal with it constructively and grow rather than remain bitter and stuck. I also can't help but think that the use of the words/terms: "charity" "golden idol" and "Caesar" are significant and refer (likely ironically?) to Biblical/religious themes, perhaps of false authority, illusion, forgiveness. Just my 2 cents worth of free associating :)

Thanks for posting, E. What does this one mean to you? What others do you like to play on repeat when depressed, as you mentioned you do?

-gt
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Re: Music

Post by E is for Elephant »

GT,

My interpretation is pretty close to yours. I have a tendency to always (desperately) see the best in people I have feelings for, even when it's to my own detriment. A condition that continues when when I know that's what's happening. I think the the fact that this particular bout of depression was linked to getting screwed over by a guy I like (while knowing I built up unfair expectations) is part of the reason I'm so hung up on this particular song right now.

Off the top of my head, other songs that tend to get heavy replay when I'm upset: Dylan's "Like a Rolling Stone", "Girl in the War" by Josh Ritter https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kqLssKusGzM and "Shut In" by Strand of Oaks https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=k7FPl36EmYw
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Re: Music

Post by skylark »

Hey guys,

As you already know, you have not only good taste, but just the right kind. Please keep the music coming. I am listening to your songs now.
"Love all, trust a few. Do wrong to none."
~William Shakespeare
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Re: Music

Post by skylark »

This isn't music, exactly, but it is a great clip.

I will not bow down to any sponsor.
https://youtu.be/351nnBDxx00?list=PLQiN ... HgG4MttHsK

:)
"Love all, trust a few. Do wrong to none."
~William Shakespeare
skylark
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Re: Music

Post by skylark »

Perhaps we should make this music/comedy bc..

he distinctly said To Blave

https://youtu.be/X90qKQAMh8A?list=PLQiN ... HgG4MttHsK
"Love all, trust a few. Do wrong to none."
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